Hopeless

Well is almost a year to date from my last post. I failed the whole diet thing, or at least I am having a hell of a time trying to stick to it. I have become lazy and depressed about the whole thing and it is driving me crazy. I am trying to tell myself that I want to start doing baby steps. Tackle one small thing at a time, like maybe drinking enough water for a week. But with me working full-time things are becoming harder and harder.

I know i keep making excuses for myself and it is not all the cool. I am gonna have to take control and soon. I have even thought about doing some drastic stuff like surgery. i could help, but I have to be in the right mind to start to loose the weight again.